New year new post

Ok Ok I guess I should keep up on my blog but been quite busy life has a way of getting in the way and I have been working really hard inshaallah I have been getting my prayers done alhumdullaah
Seen my doctor and been going to physical therapy for my head ache ................................
Had my depression medication adjusted and Alhumdullah have been feeling better the other day I actual cooked just for the joy of cooking and I haven't done that since I don't know when , will post the recipe so others can make it as it is very yummy.
I have cleaned and rearrange my house yet again this time it is super easy to keep clean I have gotten rid of a bunch of clutter now if I could just figure out how to get baby girl to beheave then I'd be all set !
Have been working with early entervition program and her doctor refurred her to a temperment progam and am working with them as well been working on getting her to sleep at a regular time which isn't when ever she wants I gave her a 730pm bed time still working on getting her to go to bed at that time man sleep training is hard as is teething and alot of other things

In need of help with deprssion and housework

Ok ok I will admit I need help with my depression , my medication is no longer working and the depression is starting to affect my housework , I keep a clean house it is just when I am depressed I don't keep the house as clean as a muslim is suppose to .
Cleanlness is really big in Islam , one should always have their house super clean you never know when company will drop by .
My friend S called me this morning and said she was coming over , we meet on Saturdays , So I picked up the house washed the dishes and stashed away the toys by the time I got done my baby girl had already messed up the house ah the joy of toddlers.
My friend she came over and brang her MIL ( mother in law) while she my friend was at my house she helped me pick up all the toys and put them away she has the nicest ways of helping without making a person feel bad or more depressed . After I made and served everyone lunch and cleaned up the kitchen we all took the children to the park to play for a few hours then went to pick up our food from the food place . I walked her and her MIL to the bus stop then I came home put the food away and now I am sitting here feel bad about how my house looks I try and try to keep it clean like my husband likes and wants but I feel like I am failing it seems like when ever I turn around the housework has stacked up I feel so depressed I have gotten rid of everything I don't use and put everything in its place but everything seems to move as if it has legs of its own .
I will admit I need help with both my depression and my housework I have a doctors appointment inshaallah next week .
I will be working out a daily task list and also a weekly list so as to be able to keep the house sparkle clean inshaallah